His last 2 texts to me:
“I miss you”
Have you ever been mad at someone so much that you don’t answer back to their texts?
That was me a few hours before he got into a car crash that took his life.
Never go to sleep without fixing any problems with your loved ones.
You never know if you’ll see them again.
He was my first love. My first kiss.
I was 17 years old. I had 3 months left before I turned 18. I remember he would count down the months and remind me that he was going to propose to me.
I always fought him on that saying I was too young. That it doesn’t matter that I had known him since I was 11 years old, it wasn’t happening.
I wrote him an email the night before that I was afraid to send him. Professing my love to him fully and asking him to be my boyfriend again. I never was able to send it.
Speak your mind. Don’t hold in strong emotions. Follow your gut, especially about love. Don’t be afraid.
At a young age, we had dated and about 6 months of this amazing relationship that we shared, he kissed another girl. I took it personal and fled.
For six years he chased me. For six years I loved him. For six years I refused to tell him, afraid of being hurt again.
By staying away I was hurting myself more than if I were to have been with him once again. Take chances.
I never thought I could love again. How could I after that experience?
One Day I decided that it would be Day One. Things were going to be different! I spent an entire year growing and transforming… And then I met him.
It’s never too late to fall in love.
I fell completely and utterly in love with an amazing man. A feeling I thought was impossible for three years.
My first love wasn’t the one. I thought he was until I fell in love again.
It’s possible to love.
It’s possible to be deserving of.
It’s possible to become sane.
It’s possible to get rid of the pain.
If it’s possible for me, you better darn well know it’s possible for you too.
Never Give Up.
His favorite quote.
“Smile, Even if there is nothing to smile about.” -Ivan
My two largest lessons.
Find the good in everything
Because Everything Happens For A Reason.
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